A few moments ago, as I sat thoughtfully in the early morning hours, I considered a conversation that I had with an old college friend two years ago.
We sat at a crowded restaurant--among other relatively close friends--with the chatter of ongoing conversations surrounding us.
Those days, as most of us were consumed with the requirements of our daily lives, we rarely communicated--except during life-defining moments...
And this was a life-defining moment...
An awkward silence seemed to rest among us until someone felt it was time to speak.
"So, Derrick... Trip," as I am sometimes still called by those whom I met while in college--especially when a candid response is being solicited. "You're going to be teaching in Houston, right? That's going to be a tough one."
The tough talk always came first... just to make sure I knew what I was getting into. It was a predictable pattern. The congratulations and the toast would come later.
Confirming voices echoed around the table... "Houston? Yep. That's a tough one."
I took a moment to drink from my glass of unsweetened tea, allowing time to think of an adequate response. Apparently, the invocation of my nickname did not dismantle formality.
"It won't be an easy job. But I have a strong record of working with youths..." I responded before being interrupted. No one was listening.
"Trip..."
"I'm looking forward to it," I responded sharply--which caused me to win a few listening ears. At least by now, some were more certain that I just might be moving to Houston out of conviction--not hasty convenience.
Unscathed by my tone, my old friend continued... "I just hope you know what you're getting into. You're going to be a first-year teacher at the bottom of the rung... a foot soldier."
I certainly didn't like where this was going. But he continued... "It may be years before you see a promotion--if then. And you'll be teaching kids that don't want to be there. Kids are different these days. If you really want to do this, that's fine and dandy. But just make sure you go with the right expectations."
He had a point.
"You're right." I responded, but not pausing long enough for him to gloat in the moment. "And I appreciate your concern. But, with all due respect, I like the idea of being in the trenches... a 'foot soldier,' as you called it. That's where the real difference is made--in the trenches, on the front lines. I could choose no better storyline for my life... making a difference in places that others avoid. And that gives fulfillment that outlasts any monetary reward."
A few heads nodded. Another old friend finally spoke... "When Trip gets all philosophical, you know it's time to end the conversation."
There was laughter.
Our discussions--though sometimes heated--were seldom about who made the strongest argument. It was about ensuring that we were making the right decisions. Afterall, life is too short to drift with a dull consciousness.
I taught in Houston for a short while and ultimately returned to graduate school to begin studies in pharmaceutical sciences--particulary natural products drug discovery--at the University of Mississippi.
While in Houston, though, I extensively researched school-university partnerships--which I believed to be a key to enhancing science and health education both here and abroad.
Before leaving Houston, I ensured the high school principal that I would someday make the school-university partnership possible. I told myself that I could ultimately do more for the students as a necessary university link. Continuing graduate education, I believed, would make that possible.
After my first year at the University of Mississippi, I was selected by the Trent Lott Leadership Institute to travel abroad to Ireland, Northern Ireland, and South Africa--studying race, religion, and reconciliation.
Many asked, "What does that have to do with pharmaceutical sciences?"
Indeed, many laughed--expecting no reasonable response.
I'd then respond with extended remarks about continuing racial health disparities that exist in America and measures that could be pursued by pharmaceutical scientists to address them. I'd also explain the need for diversity in clinical drug trials and the challenges that impede progress toward this aim. Addressing racial health disparities, in my mind, was one of the fundamental goals of reconciliation. In fact, Dr. Martin Luther King, Jr., once said, "Of all forms of inequality, injustice in health care is the most shocking and inhumane."
I would usually get the same response each time... "I never thought about it that way."
When I finally got to South Africa, I had the opportunity to visit a rural school. While standing there watching the children play, I had the strangest idea... "I can do something for this school," I thought. I had nearly forgotten my written report on the need for school-university partnerships. And I didn't think about it further until returning to Mississippi...
But there was also something else...
While in South Africa, I also met a white African college student whose mother once received grants to grow medicinal plant gardens for rural African communities. My interest in natural products made this "chance" meeting seem divine--especially since nearly 80% of the populations in many African countries still use traditional medicines.
After returning to Mississippi to continue my graduate studies, I also begin my first term on the Graduate Student Council as Director of Social and Philanthropic Affairs. It provided the perfect opportunity to partner with rural schools in South Africa. Our partnership--I hoped--would aid in combating rural poverty and the devastating prevalence of HIV/AIDS...
Much of my anticipated work began under my leadership with the Graduate Student Council. It will continue, however, with my newly formed foundation...
In the future, I'll only be posting inspiring stories about the work that I'm doing both here and abroad. You'll see it here first. So the future will be more interesting than ever...
And, ironically, most of it ties with my graduate studies here at the University of Mississippi. Thank you to all of you who subscribe to this blog. I offer you my warmest thanks.
I can't wait to tell you more about the work I'm doing in South Africa. I know I was supposed to get that to you last summer... but I just had to wait for this one to unfold. Of course, I'll be adding pictures. Look for the changes in the future. It will be a remarkable journey--for all of us.
More focused. More compassionate. More determined.
Thanks for sharing the journey.
Derrick D. Donald
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